Friday, September 26, 2014

We don't want more kids

I was praying this morning knowing that today is the day we are announcing our newest fundraiser.  I prayed that I was able to help people understand why we are asking for their help, and it occurred to me that we needed to share an awful truth.  We don't want more kids!!

Now don't misunderstand me.  We love our children and we are excited to be adopted again, but it was the last thing we wanted.  We wanted to settle in to our little routine and live comfortably, make enough money to pay the bills, struggle occasionally (probably because of an unwise decision on our end), and raise the kids we have.  We wanted a pool, and chickens, we wanted everyone to have their own bedroom and to have a master bathroom.  The problem is, that was what we wanted it wasn't what God wanted for us.  And that was a reality that we had to face, look square in the eye and say, "Really?".

Before I get off on a tangent about choosing what God wants over what we want, I will stop myself and stay on task.  So many times when people hear about adoption fundraisers the mentality is, "Why would I help them grow their family? Its their choice, they should have to deal with the costs."  So I want to be clear, this is NOT our choice.  While we are happy to be following God's will, we did not choose this adoption.  Since we have been called to this, we are going to give it our all.

So that is why we are fundraising, because we don't want more kids.  But God wants more kids for us and the one thing our family wants more than chickens, or a pool, or even a master bathroom is to do what God wants our family to do.  We want our children to soar with wings that only God can give them.  The only way to encourage this is to show it, to let them know that living outside our comfort level and to seek after God's will is important to us and should be important to them.

So if you don't want to support our fundraiser, that's fine. But if you want to be a part of helping our family reach beyond what is humanly possible, then we hope you come along side us.  Because on the other side of the impossible is a child or two that needs a family.  A family that will encourage it to soar on wings not our own.



For more details on our latest fundraiser go to: http://www.eventbrite.com/e/bowling-benefit-wheatfield-lanes-tickets-13328601205

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Long Way Home

Many of you know that we are in the process of adoption...Again. And I couldn't be more excited! I heard this song "Long Way Home" by Steven Curtis Chapman on YouTube, and it describes our long and hard journey through life on our way to Heaven. But as I it here, and see a bunch of adoption paperwork sitting on the desk, I can't help but think that this describes the adoption process in a way. There are mountains to climb, and valleys to go through. But in the end, it's a wonderful (not to mention lengthy) journey, where the destination is bringing a child in need into your family, hence the word "home".
I set out on a great adventure
The day my Father started leading me home
He said there's gonna be some mountains to climb
And some valleys we're gonna go through

But I had no way of knowing
Just how hard this journey could be
Cause the valleys are deeper
And the mountains are steeper than I ever would have dreamed

But I know we're gonna make it
And I know we're gonna get there soon
And I know sometimes it feels like we're going the wrong way
But its just the long way home

I got some rocks in my shoes
Fears I wish I could lose
That make the mountains so hard to climb
And my heart gets so heavy with the weight of the world sometimes

There's a bag of regrets,
My should've beens, and not yets
I keep on dragging around
And I can hardly wait for the day I get to lay them all down

I know that day is coming
I know its gonna be here soon
And I won't turn back even if the whole world says I'm going the wrong way
Cause its just the long way home

When we can't take another step
The Father will pick us up and carry us in His arms
And even on the best days, He says to remember we're not home yet
So don't get too comfortable
Cause really all we are is just pilgrims passing through

Well, I know we're gonna make it
And I know we're gonna get there soon
So I keep on singing and believing
What all of my songs say

Cause our God has made a promise
And I know that everything He says is true
And I know wherever we go
He will never leave us
Cause He's gonna lead us home

Every single step of the long way home
(Keep going, we're gonna make it)
(I know, we're gonna make it)
(We're just taking the long way home)
(Keep going, we're gonna make it)
(I know, we're gonna make it)
(We're just taking the long way home)
(Keep going, we're gonna make it)
(I know, we're gonna make it)
(We're just taking the long way home)
(Keep going, we're gonna make it)
(I know, we're gonna make it)
It's just a long way home

-Abby